If I didn’t exist I wonder what those
In my classroom
Would think of black people
What stereotypes they would have held onto
What myths they would have unconsciously held
As true.
When I was at school
Blacks were supposed to be stupid
Yet teachers were shocked when a
String of A*s came spinning from my arms
Top of my class
As I went to further lands
Than they thought possible for
“someone like”
Me.
“Wow”
Black people can be smart too.
When I was at school
Blacks were supposed to be ghetto
Twerking all the time, in a gang and maybe selling drugs to boot
Yet teachers were shocked when they saw
There was no cocaine in sight
My family a delight
Doctors, stethoscope to hand
Received pronunciation
No slang
“You’re so posh”
Black people can be wealthy too.
When I was at school
Blacks were supposed to be at the back
Where they slacked, as one classmate put it best
“Black people don’t really do anything do they?”
Yet teachers were shocked
When I rose to the top
And ran for every spot
Working to improve my lot
Until eventually they said
“You’re the hardest worker I have ever seen”
Black people can be leaders too.
So even though it’s not always fun
To be the only black girl in the room
I am glad to be the exception to the rule
To disprove what all they thought was true
To be the test model, the guide
The “black friend” they use to say that they aren’t racist
Because I dispel the myth of the monolith.
Illustrations by Maria Paradinas.